Administrator
Bow of Cerberus
forever judging koko
Posts: 18
Preferred Name: Mama, Tsukiko, Beyonce
Pronouns: She, Her
Character Profile: http://r3dux.boards.net/thread/152/gaia
Character Name: Gaia
Main Account: This one yo
Status: Lurking
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Post by tsukikomumai on Dec 15, 2015 21:28:56 GMT -5
i found out that my dad is indeed holding my ps4 hostage
which pisses me off cause i told him to my face when he joked about "why not just have it for christmas?"
i said if i wanted it for christmas i would have asked him and mom to get it as a gift
i wanted it as soon as it got in
because it was my gift to myself for putting up with the fact i dont want to be here
and that i have no friends
and hating my life
but no
he kept it from me
the thing i saved up for and wanted
i should have known when he said i didnt have to pay him back cause he got it from the military base shop site
i just
i was doing better and just like fucking everything, something petty happens and here i am again feeling shit
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Civilians
 C[re]ate Champion
Posts: 106
Preferred Name: Varmun
Pronouns: He/Him
Character Profile: Character List
Character Name: Isaac Vasari
Main Account: Isaac
Status: Active
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Post by Isaac on Mar 23, 2016 16:24:18 GMT -5
I try not to post here often, but there really is something cathartic about posting as opposed to venting to individual people. Probably because it feels like I'm venting in the middle of the street. Don't know. Will need to research the psychology of this. But before that...
God dammit, I am so angry. This week is just frustrating and stressful. I'm finally getting converted to a full-time contract, so I will finally get paid holidays, sick days, and vacation days, but the process is so infuriating with such ridiculously short time periods. Plus, I don’t even want to keep this job (I'm grateful to have the job, but I just hate this area and the people in it and I'm so fucking lonely and uuuugh...), but right now I don't have any bites for new jobs. And just for whatever reason I'm dealing with more bullshit than normal. Perhaps it's just been piling up since I've been trying not to complain as much, but this week has just been more aggravating and depressing than usual.
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Civilians
C[re]ate Champion
Posts: 106
Preferred Name: Varmun
Pronouns: He/Him
Character Profile: Character List
Character Name: Isaac Vasari
Main Account: Isaac
Status: Active
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Post by Isaac on Mar 28, 2016 17:42:59 GMT -5
Sorry for the double post but uhh... yeah...
So after six years... I'm single.
It ended pretty well, all things considered. Plenty of tears, but no shouting, no begging. Just understanding. I wanted this, and it hurts like I expected... but we needed this.
Thank you to everyone who helped me through this. I love you guys.
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Vigilantes
C[re]ate Champion
is in need of more pikachus
Posts: 23
Preferred Name: Nilo
Pronouns: she/her
Main Account: Rakuen
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Post by Rakuen on Mar 28, 2016 17:56:49 GMT -5
Sorry for the double post but uhh... yeah... So after six years... I'm single. It ended pretty well, all things considered. Plenty of tears, but no shouting, no begging. Just understanding. I wanted this, and it hurts like I expected... but we needed this. Thank you to everyone who helped me through this. I love you guys.   |
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Unapproved Character
Sword of Cerberus
Posts: 31
Preferred Name: Glaz
Pronouns: He/Him
Main Account: LuciusGlazdon
Status: Active
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Post by UrielIscariot on Mar 28, 2016 19:47:06 GMT -5
Sorry for the double post but uhh... yeah... So after six years... I'm single. It ended pretty well, all things considered. Plenty of tears, but no shouting, no begging. Just understanding. I wanted this, and it hurts like I expected... but we needed this. Thank you to everyone who helped me through this. I love you guys. //brohugs you Hang in there, bud. I know it's painful but I know you'll carry through it too. |
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The wicked siren has returned
Posts: 15
Preferred Name: Mama, Tsukiko, Beyonce
Pronouns: She, Her
Character Name: Aphrodite
Main Account: TsukikoMumai..duh
Status: Lurking
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Post by Aphrodite on Mar 30, 2016 2:01:32 GMT -5
Sorry for the double post but uhh... yeah... So after six years... I'm single. It ended pretty well, all things considered. Plenty of tears, but no shouting, no begging. Just understanding. I wanted this, and it hurts like I expected... but we needed this. Thank you to everyone who helped me through this. I love you guys. We love you too dear *hugs and forehead kisses
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Vigilantes
 Smiley Specialist
he's big enough
Posts: 164
Preferred Name: Nama
Character Profile: ♦♦♦
Character Name: Levenin Refure
Main Account: Levenin
Status: On Hiatus
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Post by Levenin on Apr 11, 2016 18:25:56 GMT -5
My last remaining grandparent is dying. He's 89 and has cancer so we all knew there wasn't much time. Still. |
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